Saturday, August 29, 2009

ICU

Adrienne had a lot of trouble breathing overnight so they moved her to ICU this morning. I'm updating from my Blackberry. She's been on and off BIPAP and they drained one effusion but they're all over. She's comfortable now but the breathing issues are really frightening for her and for all of us. The pulmonologist said its unlikely that she'll survive this but we're still trying. I told them to intubate if needed because I don't want her struggling and afraid.

If this turns out badly, I hope no one will say she's in a better place or out of pain. She wants to be home with her family.

39 comments:

laulausmamma said...

Oh my....Alison....I'm so frightened for you all...sending all the positive vibes I can muster up your way. ((HUGS)) my dear friend. Love to you and Adrienne!!!!!

Anonymous said...

I'm so saddened to read this latest report. I'm thinking of Adrienne all the time and keeping her in my prayers. I pray that things will take a turn for the better very soon so that you all can be at home together. Love and hugs, Janet

katmm said...

Just hugs... and tears...

Love K

darlene said...

alison- please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and adrienne and your family. darlene-bekah's mom

Duane said...

Just read your latest updates, Alison. The wind has been knocked right out of me.... Just know so many people are thinking of Adrienne.

Hoping the news turns positive very soon.

Love you.

Anonymous said...

Praying for Adrienne and that she will get to go home.

Anonymous said...

Alison,

I am praying for all of you.

Eileen Brown

Kara said...

Well you know what I say to docs telling you that you are going to die.. Adrienne is a fighter. Tell her we are praying for her and we love her bunches, and to hang in there. Im always thinking of you guys and if you need anything let us know. I know we are across the country and all, but we will do anything you need!

j said...

i too have been terrible about keepin up.....
by golly girls

you are in my prayers

love ya
j

Tiamet said...

Alison,
My prayers for you and Adrienne. I wish there was more I could do.

Natalia said...

We love you so much, Adrienne! And we love your mom, amazing Alison, who has given us you, our inspiration and motivation.
Please, please, please -- get well so you can come home and be with your family. Thinking of you, praying for you and BREATHING for YOU!!

The yogi says "the inner sacred part of us is our breath. Everything starts with a breath...." -- so every asana and every breath I'll take from now on is for you -- to get well. Much love and lots of hugs to you and your mom!!

Anonymous said...

Prayerrs for Adrienne!!!!Hugs for you Alison!

Anonymous said...

Alison...praying so hard for Adrienne, you, and your family.

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you both; I am so hoping Adrienne can go home and be with her family.

Kelly (Kittycatmom)

. said...

Loss for words... Just prayers, hugs and love.

laulausmamma said...

Checking in one more time tonight. I hope this morning brings a better day for Adrienne. You all have been on my mind constantly. I hope you can feel the prayers and love being sent your way from all your friends who care about you both very much.
((HUGS)) Love,
Susan, Rich and Lauren xoxox

Veronica said...

Alison - all we want is for Adrienne to be home with you all too........sending so much love and hugs.........Vx

erin and zach said...

You both have been on my mind constantly...as well as the minds of so many others. You have so many supporters in your corner! We are continuing to send lots of love, hugs and hope all the way to Las Vegas.
E&Z

Kate and Kurt said...

We will pray for Adrienne this morning at church, ask God to relieve her from her pain, and to restore her body so she may come home to the ones that love her and take care of her so well.

You all are on my mind and in my heart!

Anonymous said...

I love you both, so much, and am praying and thinking healing thoughts. Sending sunshine.

Love,

Lisa

Marsha said...

Lots of hugs... lots of tears...
Please tell Adrienne how much we love her. Please know that we love you Alison and we are struggling together with you. I hate this disease.

Sig said...

I am so sad to hear this Alison. You are in my prayers. :(

B. said...

We love you, A. Love you. Love you. Love you.

The Reeds said...

SO many hugs, love, thoughts and prayers are being sent your way! Adrienne and Alison, you are both INCREDIBLE.

Unknown said...

Love, Fight, Hope

Anonymous said...

Dear Alison, sending thoughts and prayers for Adrienne to get better at be home with you and the family very soon!!!!

((((Hugs)))
Gitte

Paula said...

Alison and Adrienne,

I am praying hard for a positive turn and relief in discomfort for Adrienne. My thoughts and best, best, best and most positive vibes are with you both.

Paula

laulausmamma said...

Woke up with you on my mind...praying and typing through the tears. Tell Adrienne she is in our constant thoughts and to feel the love, hope and strength so many are sending you both. With loving ((HUGS)) as always my friends. I will try to call you later.

Susan
xoxo

laulausmamma said...

Woke up with you on my mind...praying and typing through the tears. Tell Adrienne she is in our constant thoughts and to feel the love, hope and strength so many are sending you both. With loving ((HUGS)) as always my friends. I will try to call you later.

Susan
xoxo

Anonymous said...

Alison, My thoughts and prayers are with you and Adrienne.

Marla Zamczyk

Wullie said...

Love you guys.

Anonymous said...

I requested prayer for you today in church, and am hopeful that it helps...Love you.

Love,

Lisa

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you both and praying really hard!!!! You both inspire so many people and it is hard to hear this news, but I have faith that Adrienne will pull through!!!

ALL MY Love
Keltik (Karen T.)

Heather said...

i'm so sorry that adrienne is struggling. i don't know what to say. i'm sorry. lots of love, so very much!

Marsha said...

Alison, how is Adrienne today? Sorry to bug you. We are thinking of you, sending our best hopes and wishes,
Marsha

Veronica said...

Just feeling so useless....sending constant love, hugs and prayers.......<3

Jenny said...

Any time anyone has ever told me something was hopeless, as a history buff I think of Washington and his army suffering through that terribly long winter at Valley Forge. I think of how little chance anyone would have given the fledgling United States of surviving at that moment, let alone becoming the country we are today.

Maybe this is not the best analogy, but it is one that always has given me hope that even what may seem hopeless may simply be that darkest hour that comes right before the dawn.

Keep fighting the good fight.

Anonymous said...

Alison & Adrienne please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Adrienne I have faith that you will make it home to be with your family soon!
love
Pam Wood

Anonymous said...

Alison -
Thinking of you and your family.
Obviously i can't imagine how scarey this is for you all.
I'll pray that Adrienne is home with her family very soon xoxox
BIG HUGS.
Stacy